You Shot Past the Moon Scapegoat

I had this slated for digital release a while ago and forgot to change it. I forgot it even existed. It's embarrassing but i might just keep it up. Or else it won't ever come out. It seems really influenced by built to spill just a lot darker. I was having a horrible mental health crisis the entire time recording it. "Your son isn't going to make it" isn't supposed to be on this.. Also, I didn't quit duster to do helvetia. It's a lot more complicated than that. I wasn't able to be present. Playing and recording is the only thing that helps. But that is also why everything is so bleak.I literally thought that i had been abducted by aliens. There was so much missing time and there seemed to be all this paranormal activity . 4 of my four tracks stoped working, i couldn't use any of my shit. Something was attacking me. Or so i thought. I had new crazy bruises each day and weird synchronicity stuff happening. Hearing voices.... But i guess i'm just ill. My meds weren't working and the side effects so bizzare. Fucking sucks. Things are still weird but i'm trying to be sensible and I'm shipping all orders today. Headless arrived..